Friday, August 25, 2006

Fueld By Tears 3
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as i sit in the dimness of twilight
and take in the sounds of my solitude
shadows from a not so distant past linger
and hover before me like dust clouds.
it drives me to the brink
it keeps me awake
it churns and burns
the web of lies is drawn taut.

i am blanketed in sorrow
dragged down by the weight of failure
consumed by the unending need
to escape the clutches of betrayal.
it feeds my nights
it steals my tomorrows
it stains my smiles
the scars will always throb.

as dawn painstakingly approaches
and the darkness slowly recedes
the midnight in my heart remains
the chemical fuels my vengeance.
it flames my thoughts
it takes me closer
sometimes the only way
to move forward
is to take a step back.

.............
7:37 AM
Silencer
First Rule
People are stupid. They will
believe in a lie given enough
reason to do do. They will
believe either because they
want something to be true
or they are afraid
it might be true.

Zeddicus Zu'l Zorander
-First Wizard of the Midlands

Vindication
in the midst of gripping despair
lost within an icy stare
overshadowed by a mystery
voiceless, but struggling to free
every word that was denied
yet failing again, and simply sighed
out into the night
until the coming of light.

Good to be back. -Silencer

Synthesis
Herein lies the Event Horizon-
where all things parallel and paradoxical meet.
This is the fulcrum-
where the weight and counterweight is at a standstill.
This is where the thesis and antithesis joins.
Here is where the past and the present meet.

-The Warden

Turquoise
I lie on blades upon blades of rolling grass.
I stare up upon the vast heavens,
however minute I am to their point of view.
Then I ask the primordial question--

Why the hell am I here?

Is it the boorishness of life
or just the complexities of living?

Clouds in different sizes and shapes go by
and these thoughts drift with them...
cascades of light pierces through the gaps,
right down to this anxious face.

The world moves on its own pace.
Clouds drift with the winds--

I stood still.

Murals
"I will beat him to death...
-if he breaks my hands, I'll kick him to death,
if he breaks my legs, I'll bite him to death,
if he breaks my neck, I'll stare him to death,
and if he blinds my eye, I'll curse him to death..."
--Naruto to Sai: Chapter 303

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